Conffession of a professional

• As I am a experienced professional expert -: I don't need to listen others and not required to learn more.
• As I am very much confident-:I became suspicious and forgotten to trust anybody.
• As i am sensible and sensitive-:I can't tolerate others screaming,crying,shouting and silently weeping also.
• As I considerate everybody-:I am experiencing jealousy with everyone.
• As I know I am the best only-:I became expert in maintaining hypocrisy and maintaining double standards also.
• As I am habituated to present myself greatest-:I became proficient in applying various MASKS.
• As I realized it is not so difficult to cheat others by applying MASKS frequently-:I have forgotten my original identity.
• NOW-:My face is rigid and rough,my masks are faded with scratches.I can't differentiate masks any more.I also realized makeup is useless for masks.I am always under pressure and living with fear,anxiety.I can not maintain relationships,actually I don't have anymore.
• NOW-:I crave for Good Feelings and Good Emotions.I accept I am EMOTIONALLY BANKRUPT.
• NOW-:I don't have any reason to live.
• NOW-:I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM ALIVE.